Limit

I can say that I’m the type of person who will push herself to the limit. I do not want to give the impression that I love challenges but it seems like it. But lately I think I’ve done it too far for me to handle. Right now, all I really wanted is a time to relax and just be bum again.

I’m dreading Thursday. We’ll be having an exam on my Computer Architecture subject but I’m still stuck, staring blankly, on the first page of my notes. Sometimes I really hate myself for not taking important things seriously. I don’t know if it’s the environment or my job that’s making me take my studies and other matters for granted.

I had my final interview with Thomson Reuters a few days ago and I just got an email from them informing me that they’ve considered another applicant. Ouch!! I was disappointed but another part of me ponders on the thought of what might have happened if I really did my best on that interview. I regretted not being able to talk about myself more. Sometimes you really have to be a big talker to get what you really want. Oh well, maybe that job is not for me.

I have to get back on my studying now. I do not want to flunk on this course. I have to fulfill my goal of finishing my master’s degree in two years time..