Book of Days

It was a fine day. I was really excited. I never felt this excitement before. I was in a room. Everyone is busy preparing for the big day. I was glaring at my wedding dress examining it meticulously. It was a flowing piece of garment with a lot of lace on it. Very elegant. I love it but somewhere in me is a bit disappointed for I know this is not the wedding dress that I have always wanted. Ever since, I wanted a tube bubble dress for my wedding with a huge ribbon at the back. I should also be wearing gloves and my hair should be pulled up in a bun. Nothing grand really, just that. I think it’s cute and very feminine. But the wedding dress presented before me is somewhat the opposite of what I really wanted. It was elegant and classy.

Going back to the room, I get to talk to one of the relatives of my groom. She’s wishing me luck for the big day and for the baby on the way (apparently, I was pregnant already). She’s very sweet. I like her.

I caressed my stomach. Although I can tell there’s no bump yet, I can feel there’s a life forming inside me. I was thrilled to start a new chapter of my life with him.

Then I could remember being in the church with my groom. He looks very handsome in his suit. “But isn’t he supposed to be wearing a barong?” I asked myself but nevermind, I’m happy and in love. They’re all that matter.. and then I snapped out of my dream with details of it planted vividly in my reverie..

I can’t sleep again. That’s very unlikely for a sleepyhead like me. It must be the new vitamins that I’m taking. I’m still wide-awake.

I just finished watching a cute anime. It’s called Itazura na Kiss.

I’m writing for several blogs with my media player playing random songs. I lost track of the songs playing in the background as I was so caught up in writing. Suddenly, the beat of Leighton Meester’s Your Love’s A Drug disturbed my concentration and

It was an ordinary day. A program at school was about to begin so cadet trainees were urging students to attend the event. I’m not feeling well. I feel like throwing up but I don’t want to have a nasty taste on my mouth that’s why I tried with all my might not to vomit. [...]

I’m about to start watching a movie, It’s a Boy Girl thing, when I suddenly heard a music playing Speedwagon Reo’s In My Dreams. So I paused my player, listen to the song, and started singing: I keep hopin’ one day I’ll awaken, and somehow she’ll be lying by my side And as I wonder [...]

Just wanted to share what’s been eating my thoughts this past few days. There’s this guy whom I think is almost perfect and I think I’m starting to like him. I’m confused… I have so many crushes but this guy is different…. as I’ve said he’s almost perfect. I wanted to post his pic on [...]

Well, I haven’t posted anything here for a long time because I’ve been very busy… Actually I don’t know what to do with my life right now, most of my friends dont understand me… They know that this semester is as busy as hell that’s why they can’t believe when I told them that I’m [...]