I’m writing for several blogs with my media player playing random songs. I lost track of the songs playing in the background as I was so caught up in writing. Suddenly, the beat of Leighton Meester’s Your Love’s A Drug disturbed my concentration and Read the rest of this entry »

It was an ordinary day. A program at school was about to begin so cadet trainees were urging students to attend the event.

I’m not feeling well. I feel like throwing up but I don’t want to have a nasty taste on my mouth that’s why I tried with all my might not to vomit.

A friend is worried about my condition so she decided not to attend the program and stayed with me in our classroom which happened to be in the fourth floor. She was so energetic telling me about the recent episode of Dawson’s Creek. We both love the sitcom and we never fail to discuss every episode while majority of our girl classmates are talking about boys and boys are talking about just anything.

I felt the content of my stomach rushed through my throat and I know that I can’t hold it anymore. I ran to the CR but it was quite far from our room. I consider myself lucky for reaching a trash can before spluttering whatever it is that has to be thrown up.

My friend ran after me and she was rubbing my back while I was throwing up. After a few seconds, two medics went to my aid. They probably heard me puking. Oh that’s so embarrassing.

After my puking escapades, the two medics brought me to the clinic and made me lie down on the bed. They asked me a few questions and made me rest for a while.

The talkative guy, who happens to be called Roy, urged his companion, San Diego (Sorry, I only remembered his last name), to sing. This according to him will make me feel better. Unexpectedly, the guy did sing. He sang ‘King and Queen of Hearts’. Hehe. His singing was not that bad but Roy joked that it made me feel even worse. He even told him that he’ll show how the real singing should sound.

.. And he sang.. He has a great voice. I couldn’t believe it at first. My impression of him was a snob and a bad boy who doesn’t know how to smile and no way that incredible voice was to be of the guy I imagined him to be.

But I was wrong. He’s sweet, gentle, and caring. And in that clinic, I developed a crush on him.

^_^

He sang Bobby Caldwell’s ‘Heart of Mine’. And for a long time.. until now.. I love that song. I felt his song. During those times in the clinic, I feel like I was being serenaded. It was a wonderful feeling!

Heart of mine,
How can you keep from dying
Stop reminiscin’, who is she kissing
Heart of mine,
Oh what’s the use in tryin’
No one can mend you now

I think he was sad that time but I like the way he sang. It was as if he owns the song. It was beautiful!

I learned that he has two siblings. He’s the youngest in the family and his dream was to be a pilot.

I started feeling better after quite a while and I hate it when time flies really fast. Soon, the morning class concluded, he advised me to go home and take a rest. We chatted more and then he made me take some medicines.

Once I got home, I had my lunch and took a nap. I woke up feeling cold and my mom just found out that I have a high fever. I told her that I spent the rest of the morning in the clinic but never mentioned Roy. I was never open to her about this kind of things. Sorry Mom!

My condition got worse in the evening. I tried to just sleep, not liking the feeling of being sick. And that night I dreamt of him!

^_^

Come back again. I have to sleep now but there’s part two!

I’m about to start watching a movie, It’s a Boy Girl thing, when I suddenly heard a music playing Speedwagon Reo’s In My Dreams. So I paused my player, listen to the song, and started singing:

I keep hopin’ one day I’ll awaken, and somehow she’ll be lying by my side
And as I wonder if the dawn is really breakin’
She touches me and suddenly I’m alive

We climb and climb and at the top we fly
Let the world go on below us, we are lost in time
And I don’t know really what it means
All I know is that you love me, in my dreams

I love that song!! I also like its lyrics. ^_^

It kind of makes me remember my high school days when I have a huge crush on this guy but he likes someone else..

All I know is that you love me, in my dreams

Haha!!

Just wanted to share what’s been eating my thoughts this past few days. There’s this guy whom I think is almost perfect and I think I’m starting to like him. I’m confused… I have so many crushes but this guy is different…. as I’ve said he’s almost perfect. I wanted to post his pic on my blog but I’m afraid that one day he might discover my blog….

Well, I haven’t posted anything here for a long time because I’ve been very busy… Actually I don’t know what to do with my life right now, most of my friends dont understand me… They know that this semester is as busy as hell that’s why they can’t believe when I told them that I’m having a training on West Contact Services. I know that they are concern about me. They give me advices but most of the time I ignore it and follow my heart.. I’m really a stubborn person…

Right now, its already 2:40 a.m., and I’m still studying for my 3 quizzes tomorrow..=( I’m almost done with the first subject that’s why I decided to take a break and surf the net… I checked my YM and everyone is offline… Oh well…, I hope I can really make it this semester…

About the training…. I’m really having a good time in West.. I’ve learned a lot of things already… and I can really say that the experience is worth the things that I’ve sacrificed.. I’ve met wonderful people and learned things from them.. With a short span of time I can say, beyond doubt, that I’ve grown as a person…. I really like it there… I hope I can make it…. =D

*This is titled ‘i fall so deep’ because it’s the song that’s playing and I can’t think of a title for this post**